i havent been on in forever

but im done with this site.

times are changing and im moving on.

peace. love. beauty.

Currently Listening The Ugly Organ By Cursive see title see related

Fairytales tell tales

Just a pretty post of my fav photographer - Eugenio Recuenco

Intake -
Coffee 35 cals
TAB - 5 cals
Dinner - TBA
total so far 40 cals

http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/calories.php?WeightKg=68.04&exertype=&minutes=1&highcal=0&order=TYPE

cals burned per min

my day's total so far:

1357 burned.

-1307

include random things like brushing your hair, getting dresses, walking to class, singing in chior blah blah blah.
 

EDIT::

Dinner
 rice a roni -190 cals

Noodles - 60 (they were icky)

Starbucks Espresso Frap no whip - 180

total for entire day - 470

- 887 calories.

I could have done better.

Today though... well I don't know.
Boyfriend might come over and weere in a rough stage right now
Don;t know how long that will last but it's ok.
I just don't want to be "THE EX"


 
 

Life is good.
I found a pic of me from summer and i was so fat!
ugh.
I dropped so much and i look fairly decent.
i still need to lose more.

Currently Listening The Ugly Organ By Cursive Bloody Murdurer see related

Im a wee bit mad

Friday in chem we had some calculations to do, and my teacher made us all write them out, but i'm a year ahead in math so I had finished it in 20 min. I guess she thinks were all stupid, and most of the kids are.
Then she walks in today and i figured that I would have an extra "A" to add to my grade.
Then she hands back my paper and says some people did badly and that its was merely a completion grade.
I then corrected her key when she marked two of my answers wrong and I would have had a perfect paper.
Pissed was not even a tenth of the anger I felt.

I was already kicking myself in the ass for eating lunch which was all greasy and nasty, and then she had to kill my mood with that!
Chorus didn't help.
The altos can't hold anything to save themselves. I can out sing them all as a single alto 2 and I am traditionally a soprano one.
and for any music geeks out there- she tried to explain key signatures and spent and entire 40 minutes going over sharp key signatures.

This is after last friday when I had to do every solo with Jen the whole class.
seven high A's and then to make the day better it ended with like three high E's.
and once again the altos couldn't get the harmony which was based on mine and Jen's note so we had to keep holding it. OW!!!!

grrr... this is why school always has and always will aggarvate me.

I just want go home, curl up in bed and try to stay warm.
My body acts in this strang almost adiabatically way.

laureateship -- neat word.

"for some strange reason
that morning the girl in the mirror
told me a beautiful lie..."
-caiti

Currently Listening All's Well That Ends Well By Chiodos The words "Best Friend" Become Redefined see related

The Words Best Friend Become Redefined

Not a lot is new.
Bored.
I think I wanna cut my hair so that I have bangs.
Jena - you now how phoenix has her bangs - she said it would be cute on me.
idk I guess I could try it but what do you think?
haha sorry to the rest of you for that blurb.

Hmm I think I just want to sut up pretty pics...

                                                          ^ Put On Your Rosy Red Glasses

-caiti

edit::
ew
i freaking ate so much.

sis says im looking skinny like a model.
if only i wasnt just like one.